"How nice if i could just forget about my work, college projects..bz life.and just GO HOME and REST.."
restless..
always busy..
never ending assignments..
no one is ever there to support you except FAMILY.
dad says: "these are things that make LIFE INTERESTING. make us APPRECIATE FAMILY better. Keep up the good work, we're with you!"
daddy's words just encouraged me, to kip it up and move forward..(even though its hard)sobsob
i love you mom and dad, ko, je and jc..
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
6th & 9th August
Happy Birtthday to
6th aug-my dearest koko...always caring and handsome

9th aug-big boy, athletic, understanding lil bro



Monday, August 3, 2009
im loving it!
Shoe in d box
so many holes all around,so that my feet won't smell...hahahaha
hours b4 basketball,both adrian n i went shopping for bball shoes..a quick one.phoebe u dont mind rite?
good quality(adidas ma), nice at the appereance_hehe,reasonable price..
plus, it was the last pair of size 7!yay....
im loving it..
im loving it..
im loving it..
im loving it..
im loving it..
thnx adrian.! without him, i couldn't have bought one like this =)
justin was the first to step on my shoe..urgh..oh well,i expected that and was well prepared
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
i wana cry
I've got so many things to do....
due AUGust..
can i just cry like a baby?
reali feel like crying....i do.. :(
now i m not sure whether i can finish up my website work by d end of august..my school assignments are more than enough..
i feel so heavy .....
due AUGust..
can i just cry like a baby?
reali feel like crying....i do.. :(
now i m not sure whether i can finish up my website work by d end of august..my school assignments are more than enough..
i feel so heavy .....
Saturday, July 18, 2009
MYdream
Thailand
Bali
Macau
Hong Kong
Pulau Redang
Australia
UK
Africa
Bunjee Jump
Rock Climbing
Scuba Diving
Tennis
Flying Fox
BASSguitar
SLRcamera
VIDEOcamera
Bali
Macau
Hong Kong
Pulau Redang
Australia
UK
Africa
Bunjee Jump
Rock Climbing
Scuba Diving
Tennis
Flying Fox
BASSguitar
SLRcamera
VIDEOcamera
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Im sick
It started from soar throat, then to headache, then to massive pain headache + fever..
someone's worried that its H1N1..choi choi....
feels like its my first time being real sick since college..thats good....?
yea im recovering now,my body just needs some rest...hav not been treating my body well,not resting well,keeping myself bz always.
sister's kips saying its H1N1,lil bro asked me to pray that its not H1N1....
so, the conclusion is.im not contacted with H1N1.yay!
ive got panadol,100plus,orange juice to kip me alive \..hahaha
tx lok n charmaine
someone's worried that its H1N1..choi choi....
feels like its my first time being real sick since college..thats good....?
yea im recovering now,my body just needs some rest...hav not been treating my body well,not resting well,keeping myself bz always.
sister's kips saying its H1N1,lil bro asked me to pray that its not H1N1....
so, the conclusion is.im not contacted with H1N1.yay!
ive got panadol,100plus,orange juice to kip me alive \..hahaha
tx lok n charmaine
IRIS Launch
IRIS launch..vry vry nice decoration..feels like your under the sea..
another great experience again.+meeting tun.dr mahathir in person again.yeap.
btw,his speech is way funny..its always interesting..
ps:dad don't be jealous dat ur daughter get to c dr.mahathir...i know u like him =P
Thursday, June 25, 2009
life'sBUSY
i feel that my mind is compiled with so many things,feels so messy(like rubbish compiled together)
assignments+work is already enough...
there are too many things, and i do not know how to arrange it..
datelines in mid aug
ONE more! Graduation showcase!ARGH!!!!this is insane!
its seriously freaking me out. sobsob.. =(
assignments+work is already enough...
there are too many things, and i do not know how to arrange it..
datelines in mid aug
typo design assignment2,3,4
+MD2(video shootings and aftereffects needed)
+video editing(shootings)
+research methodology(brainstorming)
+interactive programming(travelling+shootings+design+programming)
+work(design+programming)
ive got SO many brainstormings to do....different ideas to think,n i dont know where should i start from...OH dear....i need 6brains for 6 things...seriously...I really don't know how to go on till this semester ends...+MD2(video shootings and aftereffects needed)
+video editing(shootings)
+research methodology(brainstorming)
+interactive programming(travelling+shootings+design+programming)
+work(design+programming)
ONE more! Graduation showcase!ARGH!!!!this is insane!
its seriously freaking me out. sobsob.. =(
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
iHeart Acerbe!
Welcome home 23" Acerbe =)
Quite heavy and BIG..thinking of how to bring it back to sabah next time
oh well.i bot it on sunday with the BOLians, left it aside till thursday nite (dint bother to open it,not..was just too bz with my works and assignment)
adrian,justin, peter n i,different sizes of screens,all acers exept for peter's samsung..
ps-i hate acers(i'll try to love this one)
SO easy and convinient for me,LIFE's good.
aint that awethome? =)
Car launch-june16th.09
a big day for me.
In charge of the multimedia department. quite scary though,cus if you miss anything,you gona be ready to get lectured.haha...but Thank God,i did not screwed up.yeehaa
We stayed at Royale Chulan hotel.new and nice!+its free for us.coolness
Rehearsal went on till 12+midnight,had to get up n be down at the ballroom at 8am...SO early.
ignoring the car(i know the car sux),it was indeed a Great experience.




In charge of the multimedia department. quite scary though,cus if you miss anything,you gona be ready to get lectured.haha...but Thank God,i did not screwed up.yeehaa
We stayed at Royale Chulan hotel.new and nice!+its free for us.coolness
Rehearsal went on till 12+midnight,had to get up n be down at the ballroom at 8am...SO early.
ignoring the car(i know the car sux),it was indeed a Great experience.
4 laptops to take charge of
D car
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
LAUNCH
LAUNCH..car launch
for the first time in my life...
im the crew!
im in charge of the multimedia department! (in charge of handling 4laptops,6laptops on stand-by)
im excited ..walalala
happy ...weeheehee
can't wait for it!
its not honda,or toyota,or any famous car brands..but,its a once in a lifetime experience.
PM,ministers,VIPs,VVIPs...yay.
ive not been having good rest this wk.probably 5hours a day.
non-stop keeping myself bz with school, assignments, and WORK!24/7 straight!
ive done 6 flash videos for the opening act, if mom n dad were here, they would be proud of lil juju. =)
no time for sleep,no time for shopping(my facials,formal!),no time to pay my bills,
BUT, its worth working so hard and sacrificing..
but seriously.i need rest after the launch.
no, i can't.ASSIGNMENTS!
for the first time in my life...
im the crew!
im in charge of the multimedia department! (in charge of handling 4laptops,6laptops on stand-by)
im excited ..walalala
happy ...weeheehee
can't wait for it!
its not honda,or toyota,or any famous car brands..but,its a once in a lifetime experience.
PM,ministers,VIPs,VVIPs...yay.
ive not been having good rest this wk.probably 5hours a day.
non-stop keeping myself bz with school, assignments, and WORK!24/7 straight!
ive done 6 flash videos for the opening act, if mom n dad were here, they would be proud of lil juju. =)
no time for sleep,no time for shopping(my facials,formal!),no time to pay my bills,
BUT, its worth working so hard and sacrificing..
but seriously.i need rest after the launch.
no, i can't.ASSIGNMENTS!
Friday, June 5, 2009
Sunday, May 31, 2009
i wana go home
i wana go home
i wana go home
i wana go home
...
i feel so lonely
its so hard....
to do everything all by yourself......
college+church+serving+work+assignments
it hurts,its painful..
tears just flow down my cheek whenever i think bout it..
God,you are my strength,you are my refuge,you are my fortress..
i wana go home
i wana go home
...
i feel so lonely
its so hard....
to do everything all by yourself......
college+church+serving+work+assignments
it hurts,its painful..
tears just flow down my cheek whenever i think bout it..
God,you are my strength,you are my refuge,you are my fortress..
Thursday, May 28, 2009
i miss MY family.
its so hard to be alone here,far far away from them..
life here is a cycle, and it keeps repeating weeks after weeks..even worst when you're family is not beside you..
its all me doing by myself,alone.
i wished-
dad is here>he makes me laugh with his kiddie actions.
mom is here>so she can tell me all the funny things that happened back at home.
lil bro is here>so he can chat with me.
lil sis is here>so i can laugh,cus she's cute!
ko is here>so he can take care of me,make sure i hav food to eat.
my car is here>so i can drive around ANYWHERE,without worrying of finding transport,or taking a cab or bus.
i love my family,i do.
life here is a cycle, and it keeps repeating weeks after weeks..even worst when you're family is not beside you..
its all me doing by myself,alone.
i wished-
dad is here>he makes me laugh with his kiddie actions.
mom is here>so she can tell me all the funny things that happened back at home.
lil bro is here>so he can chat with me.
lil sis is here>so i can laugh,cus she's cute!
ko is here>so he can take care of me,make sure i hav food to eat.
my car is here>so i can drive around ANYWHERE,without worrying of finding transport,or taking a cab or bus.
i love my family,i do.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
i am VERY VERY TIRED
not complaining,
but expressing what am i facing now,how am i now..
morning-class
afternoon-rush on work 0r class
evening-church (practices)
midnite-rush on work again
n it repeats the whole cycle again everyday and day and day and day..
5 assignments due in 3wks (starting from now) ALL AT THE SAME WEEK!
please tell me that its not happening....
i should most probably be doing, mind floating, just my brain working on my moves and tell me what to do.
till now, i havnt cut my hair, shop all of my stuffs (which ive said it since 2wks ago?)
how awesome it is if i could just past all these happenings in just a blink of my eyes..
its really EXHAUSTING..
anyhow,im still gona thank GOD for his grace and mercy upon me.
no matter how,no matter what, for what i am doing now,through all trainings and experiences, i will be professional and successful in the future..oh yeah!I WILL BE. believe me.
but expressing what am i facing now,how am i now..
morning-class
afternoon-rush on work 0r class
evening-church (practices)
midnite-rush on work again
n it repeats the whole cycle again everyday and day and day and day..
5 assignments due in 3wks (starting from now) ALL AT THE SAME WEEK!
please tell me that its not happening....
i should most probably be doing, mind floating, just my brain working on my moves and tell me what to do.
till now, i havnt cut my hair, shop all of my stuffs (which ive said it since 2wks ago?)
how awesome it is if i could just past all these happenings in just a blink of my eyes..
its really EXHAUSTING..
anyhow,im still gona thank GOD for his grace and mercy upon me.
no matter how,no matter what, for what i am doing now,through all trainings and experiences, i will be professional and successful in the future..oh yeah!I WILL BE. believe me.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
busy life starting again
COLLEGE+PART TIME WORK+CHURCH+CONCERT PRACTICES=MY LIFE
College started this week-5subjects..
im gona face 3subs on the same malay lecturer(which im worried)..
i can't believe the school changed my elective subj with TYPOGRAPHY DESIGN 1..mr.seiko,i'l be seeing you again this semester!argh..
1.interactive programming (flash,thats good)
2.digital audio and video auditing (oh gosh)
3.MD2 (director,prepare to be bz)
4.typo design1 (mid nite oil again)
5.research methodology project (jenny,please don't be so harsh on us)
class times are weird this time, 9-12pm..12.15-3.15pm..3.30-6.30pm...nvm its always segi (i understand)
Part time work will be on mondays and fridays...i kinda love working there actually
salary wont be much(expected) but im expecting working experience better
its reali exhausting..
right now i need
-shopping(my needed stuffs-webdesign books,formal clothings,groceries,contact solution)
-hair cut(getting worst)
-GSC cinema!
im so stuck with work,college,church..not even a single minute to hav my time.. =(
but i stil thank God that i nvr got sick when im bz with tons of things..
his grace n mercy is sufficient for me.thank You God.
College started this week-5subjects..
im gona face 3subs on the same malay lecturer(which im worried)..
i can't believe the school changed my elective subj with TYPOGRAPHY DESIGN 1..mr.seiko,i'l be seeing you again this semester!argh..
1.interactive programming (flash,thats good)
2.digital audio and video auditing (oh gosh)
3.MD2 (director,prepare to be bz)
4.typo design1 (mid nite oil again)
5.research methodology project (jenny,please don't be so harsh on us)
class times are weird this time, 9-12pm..12.15-3.15pm..3.30-6.30pm...nvm its always segi (i understand)
Part time work will be on mondays and fridays...i kinda love working there actually
salary wont be much(expected) but im expecting working experience better
its reali exhausting..
right now i need
-shopping(my needed stuffs-webdesign books,formal clothings,groceries,contact solution)
-hair cut(getting worst)
-GSC cinema!
im so stuck with work,college,church..not even a single minute to hav my time.. =(
but i stil thank God that i nvr got sick when im bz with tons of things..
his grace n mercy is sufficient for me.thank You God.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Regret?
Y did i say yes in the first place?
-my last two semester's coming up next...
(hard subjects)i don't know whether i can cope it or not..
Y did i say yes in the first place?
-got a sudden call for job interview which i never expected..
-i wasn't sure whether to work o not..
-couldn't get a right and clear answer..Haih
-church,college assignments(hard),christian club..+work!
i duno ah.........
everytime i wake up in the morning,i feel soooo tired...
no time to rest ah..
but i started working already..can't just stop like dat.. =(
nvm la..
-my last two semester's coming up next...
(hard subjects)i don't know whether i can cope it or not..
Y did i say yes in the first place?
-got a sudden call for job interview which i never expected..
-i wasn't sure whether to work o not..
-couldn't get a right and clear answer..Haih
-church,college assignments(hard),christian club..+work!
i duno ah.........
everytime i wake up in the morning,i feel soooo tired...
no time to rest ah..
but i started working already..can't just stop like dat.. =(
nvm la..
Sunday, April 26, 2009
FOUND! its up!
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